tears won’t come anymore,
the fears just won’t show.
It’s hidden deep down,
and killing her so slow.
The arrow pierces thru her, and it bleeds
Coz it wasn’t meant to be, it isn’t what she needs.
she lets the pain in.
Like letting it numb her is the only way to win.
The cold breeze makes me whisper a wish,
To go back to those days I cherish.
A chance to live in yesterdays,
When nothing amaze me but those rays.
Each day you come through my window,
With a promise you shine, not a tear would flow.
There would never be a rainy day,
Nor a melancholic night, you would say.
Your rays touch my skin, and it’s like a warm hug.
You raise above the clouds, so proud.
Not a dark cloud would defy you,
Not even a raging storm would do.
Now I smile as sweet as I could,
Hoping that tomorrow you’ll shine like you should . .
There are things I wanna say.
There are queries I wanna ask.
But neither of this I could utter,
So all you see is this mask.
I’m wondering how you exactly feel,
As I try to figure out how I, too, feel.
I miss the jolly you, and I miss the jolly me.
I miss every single that that kept me smiling til that weary day.
Not it’s not the same,
And never would it be the same again.
You’re a maze.
An unfinished piece.
I wanted to solve you.
But it was perplexing.
So let it be that way,
Just let me wonder every day. .
I could hardly recall how it started.
It just happened.
And I guess I’d never bother to understand.
Though it’s weird, though it’s vague,
Just let it be that way.
And yes, I’m running out of words.
And it’s frustrating,
An it’s disgusting.
I ain’t good at this,
I ain’t good at saying the right words.