And yes,
You’re that one great lesson I’d never forget.
Something I must’ve not known,
yet I’d never regret.

‘Cause it’s what keeps me going,
It’s what keeps me believing,
That someday I’d be your nightmare;
That one sweetest revenge.

‘Cause it left a scar in my heart,
That would forever be your mark.



And yes,

I can do nothing but write the miseries of my soul.

Try to solve the puzzle, try to dig a hole.

Yet nothing comes but a vague thought,

A riddle, a maze, an foe I’ve always fought.


And yes,
tears won’t come anymore,
the fears just won’t show.

It’s hidden deep down,
and killing her so slow.

The arrow pierces thru her, and  it bleeds

Coz it wasn’t meant to be, it isn’t what she needs.

Painfully, silently,
she lets the pain in.

Like letting it numb her is the only way  to win.


And yes,
I’m wondering how you exactly feel,
As I try to figure out how I, too, feel.
And yes,
I miss the jolly you, and I miss the jolly me.
I miss every single that that kept me smiling til that weary day.
Not it’s not the same,
And never would it be the same again.