You’re that one great lesson I’d never forget.
Something I must’ve not known,
yet I’d never regret.
‘Cause it’s what keeps me going,
It’s what keeps me believing,
That someday I’d be your nightmare;
That one sweetest revenge.
‘Cause it left a scar in my heart,
That would forever be your mark.
I can do nothing but write the miseries of my soul.
Try to solve the puzzle, try to dig a hole.
Yet nothing comes but a vague thought,
A riddle, a maze, an foe I’ve always fought.
tears won’t come anymore,
the fears just won’t show.
It’s hidden deep down,
and killing her so slow.
The arrow pierces thru her, and it bleeds
Coz it wasn’t meant to be, it isn’t what she needs.
she lets the pain in.
Like letting it numb her is the only way to win.
There are things I wanna say.
There are queries I wanna ask.
But neither of this I could utter,
So all you see is this mask.
I’m wondering how you exactly feel,
As I try to figure out how I, too, feel.
I miss the jolly you, and I miss the jolly me.
I miss every single that that kept me smiling til that weary day.
Not it’s not the same,
And never would it be the same again.
You’re a maze.
An unfinished piece.
I wanted to solve you.
But it was perplexing.
So let it be that way,
Just let me wonder every day. .
I could hardly recall how it started.
It just happened.
And I guess I’d never bother to understand.
Though it’s weird, though it’s vague,
Just let it be that way.
And yes, I’m running out of words.
And it’s frustrating,
An it’s disgusting.
I ain’t good at this,
I ain’t good at saying the right words.
And yes, nothing comes to my mind,
But the moment a query was asked,
Which I answered with the most stupid alibi.
And yes, I am nothing but a weird dreamer.
with these pillows all around me,
I wish for no-bad-dreams forever.