Just Another Letter

I didn’t want to write you 

yet another letter

that would be left unread

hidden in this little box—

of secrets and freedom. 
But then you invaded 

my too quiet night

where I could hear nothing 

but my dying breath

a tear each time my chest heaved

as the now crumpled piece 

of my agony

is clutched in my delicate hands; 

written were words 

you wouldn’t understand 

memories of which only I remember

too well that I could still 

hear your every breath

too faint of a sound but too clear

to make me turn around 

only to find nothing 

but cold breeze kissing me goodbye. 
Then there are these days when

I could still feel your arms around me

as you sing me a lullaby

that no other one—

even the sweetest sound—

could make me yawn and fall asleep; 

not even the darkest hour

can silence your serene voice

that still echoes in my mind

yet too painful to hear 

to even let me close my eyes. 
I still see you

dancing before my very eyes

soaked and cold but alive—

catching every trickle of rain with your palm

as if they are meant to meet your hands

and say hello

only to leave without a goodbye. 
And I see myself running to you 

to feel the drops against my skin

and the bliss that I could see in your face

but once I stepped into the rain, 

it turned to storm and 

thunder struck my lovely dream. 
And now it’s nothing but a nightmare, 

a shivering thought

inside my unstable mind

where you left together with the rain 

and storm and thunder

and I am left under the heat of the sun

too hot that even my soul melted

a painful demise I could not escape

and wouldn’t; 

as though it’s torment 

it would be better

than this hollow inside. 
So I wrote

yet another letter

that would be left unread

hidden in this little box 

as you were gone

and soon will I be gone.


​Dear Ghost: 4

Dear Ghost, 

Your touch of cold misery 
still lingers

in my deepest memory. 

Your bitter laughter

still echoes

when all I could think of is peace. 

Though I try to run

far far away

where I wouldn’t see 

your footsteps; 

Far ahead of you, 

so I wouldn’t be trapped

in your shadow; 

so your darkness

would leave me alone–

You somehow get your way

back into my safe zone

stepping inside

that border

I drew 

with my faintest will

to keep you away; 

You somehow

find a way

to creep into the night

and invade my dreams

and turn it into nightmares; 

You still find a way

to make me feel




and unwanted. 

I smile 

and writhe in pain

all at the same time. 

But I shall run still

and build that wall

once again. 

A wall

You can’t break through; 

a wall

that shall crush you

the moment you dare

to even stare at it. 

A wall that 

shall keep me safe

from false hope

and deceitful smiles. 

I’d stay 

behind that wall

where I shall be free

from your toxic words. 

From this moment

to the eternal emptiness to come, 

I shall keep my self free

From your plausible trickery. 

City Lights

​Could I pretend 

you are all shooting stars

that fell from the vast sky? 

Then I’d utter a wish 

from one to the other

And believe 

you’d all consider 

granting that one single wish 

that I’d whisper all over again 

until one heeds my plea. 

Until then 

I shall keep wishing 

as you fascinate 

this lonely girl 

in a strange city.

Letters From Vier

Letters. They’re just letters. I might or might not send it. You might or might not read them. You might or might not want to write a response. Nonetheless, let me keep them. Let me scribble the words I could never say. Let me tell you what you should or should not know.  Just let me.

Let me write you a letter.

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